Tomorrow...

Well, it's almost here... tomorrow's the day. The past two nights I've had terrible insomnia because I can't stop thinking about it, and a couple of panic attacks over it. Tonight I feel more calm (probably because I'm too exhausted to feel much of anything) and am going to bed soon and will hopefully sleep through the night. My blood test is at 7:30, and then I wait for them to call in the afternoon with the results. I keep reminding myself of all the things I have to be thankful for, and one small reason is that our students have a half day tomorrow and so in the afternoon I'll just be working with some close colleagues that all know about the results I'll be waiting on. I pray, pray, PRAY this is it!