It's been a week, and tomorrow's "results" day! I've tried to keep myself busy this week but it really makes no difference if you're constantly on the go or just sitting at home... you can't escape your thoughts. Starting off I felt really hopeful and optimistic; I was even convinced that my cat could sense a change in my body not even 36 hours later because she hid under the bed and wouldn't even come out for dinner. Admittedly that was a bit early in this process to think there'd be any "change" for her to sense! ;) Then, I had strange, somewhat uncomfortable, crampy types of feelings and an increased urge to pee, which I also got somewhat excited about thinking it had something to do with implantation. However, after spending most of Tuesday needing to pee and then having it HURT when I did it dawned on me that HELLO this is an urinary tract infection! I just so happened to have a bottle of amoxicillan on hand (purchased on my last trip to Mexico) so I started popping pills right away... so much for implantation symptoms. Then of course I have to read these forums where all these other women started testing at home 4 or 5 days after transfer, and there definitely were a number of them to have positives as early as days 5, 6, or 7. So I tested. Yesterday. Today. Have one more test in the stupid box of 3 so I'll test again tomorrow before the blood test. Wish I hadn't. The doctor's office would say it's too early. One thing I know for certain... if I have to go through this again I CANNOT let myself start testing at home early. Tonight all that keeps filling my head is different "bargains" with God.... as in "please, let me be pregnant, and I promise I'll be........." (fill in the blank with any number of things one would promise to do or be if they get their wish). Soooo.... blood draw is tomorrow at 10:15am... results sometime in the afternoon. I hope I will be calling you all and happily shouting from the rooftops tomorrow!
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