tomorrow can't get here soon enough!

I strongly dislike waiting. Blood test is tomorrow, and the first 5 days post transfer went by quickly. Now I wish more than anything that I could snap my fingers and magically have it be tomorrow afternoon. I started following some other blogs/forums when I started this whole process, and another woman using donated embryos had her transfer the same day as I did, and her blood test is also tomorrow. Last night she posted that she went ahead and tested at home, and on the 4th test/attempt she got a faint positive line! Exciting for her, but oh how I wish I hadn't seen that, because at 4am I woke up needing to go to the bathroom, pulled out the one pregnancy test I still happened to have on hand, and low and behold did the test. Negative, nothing, nada. It's early.... it was a 5 day embryo and 7 days past transfer, add it together and it's like being 12-13 days past ovulation which is in the time period that home pregnancy tests are only so-so in accuracy. In other words, it doesn't really MEAN anything, so why did I do it? I know the true accurate result will not come until tomorrow's blood test...