I called the nurse back this morning to talk more and feel a little better today. She restated that they have to look at the labs and what those indicate, and the great concern that even if they were able to GET me pregnant, it's statistically likely that I wouldn't maintain the pregnancy due to the probable condition of the eggs I have left. We are still moving forward with this cycle, so I'll start the clomid tomorrow, but we set up the doctor consult for Jan. 25th. If all pans out for this cycle, that is right around when I'll have my next IUI, but she suggested I have the appointment and make some decisions so that if I have another negative pregnancy result I know where to go from there.
I asked her about the donor embryos, and all they have at this point are the few Indian embryos. We talked a little about that, and I half joked if they could be put "on hold" for me because it looks like I might want/need them!
Maybe it's just taken these months for all this to slowly sink in..... it's pretty much what the doctor told me back in August, but it's still painful.
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